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Essential​(​Ly) Punk Rock

by Bellew The Bear

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1.
Slip Away 02:58
I think I've seen a ghost Someone that no one knows Maybe I'm lost in time Maybe it's cause I'm high I can't be sure right now That this is not a dream It's cold and dark in here But it feels warm to me Please let me outta here I'm goin' crazy It's now becoming clear No longer hazy There's nothing left to fear I can't be lazy It's time to shed a tear It's time to save me I've gotta get a grip I've gotta let it slip away It's time to let it slip away No one can save me now I've gone over the edge My thoughts are breaking me My feelings are diseased I know you wish you could I know you're missing me It's best to let it go It's best to let me leave Please let me outta here I'm goin' crazy It's now becoming clear No longer hazy There's nothing left to fear I can't be lazy It's time to shed a tear It's time to save me I've gotta get a grip I've gotta let it slip away It's time to let it slip away
2.
Coming Home 02:56
This Saturday I'm coming home It's been a while I hope it hasn't changed in any way Remember me? From long ago It's been a while Is everything the same or has it changed? These aren't the places That I remember Where are the faces That are familiar It's time to face it Maybe it's over My little haven It's taken over now This Saturday I'm coming home It's been a while I hope it hasn't changed in any way Remember me? From long ago It's been a while Is everything the same or has it changed? These aren't the places That I remember Where are the faces That are familiar It's time to face it Maybe it's over My little haven It's taken over now
3.
Grow up, Kid 03:27
I need to learn how to be more patient Not everything is gonna be there when I'm down I might be happier if I just waited Instead of weighing every option pound for pound I'm sorry I'm trying Believe it or not I'm not lying I'll get there I'm gonna get there I'm gonna change or I'm gonna die trying I need to find my biggest fear and face it I'm gettin' nothin' from running away for now But I'm the king of procrastination I'll be lucky if I make it to the ground I'm sorry I'm trying Believe it or not I'm not lying I'll get there I'm gonna get there I'm gonna change or I'm gonna die trying I wanna quit I don't wanna find out That I've been lost And I'll never be found You say it's worth All the effort I give But all I see Is just a grown up kid
4.
Crash and burn Shake it off and dust yourself clean To live and learn Is easier said than done until seen I've made mistakes That I never could've seen I've got regrets And a lot of scars that run deep Fear is what rules me So long live the king And all that I get is... Perspective in retrospect See the unseen It's no good after the fact I can't change a damn thing Maybe I'll learn from it We'll have to wait and see Perspective in retrospect It's worthless to me I fucked up again I thought that I had learned from before Maybe I did and There's nothing I can do to be sure I've made mistakes That I never could've seen I've got regrets And a lot of scars that run deep Fear is what rules me So long live the king And all that I get is... Perspective in retrospect See the unseen It's no good after the fact I can't change a damn thing Maybe I'll learn from it We'll have to wait and see Perspective in retrospect It's worthless to me
5.
I've said it once before but I can't say it all again I worry that the day is near when I'll finally lose my head Don't say I told you so I know you're right, you always are I'll try my best to make it less, just don't go very far I need some help I'm out of control I'm broken down I've poisoned my soul Forgive me God I made a big mistake Somewhere along the line I lost my way You've worn your welcome here it's done I feel the darkness over me Just say a prayer and be gone Just end the misery I tried to tell you all before I heard the devil calling me There's nothing for you anymore Just end the misery
6.
I'm just a loser A steady user A frequent snoozer Got my head in the clouds Can't keep from snoozing But I'm always grooving now Yeah it's true You make me feel that way that you do Mary Jane you haven't changed Since the day that I met you Am I wrong? We get along like it was meant to be It's just the world against you and me I'm not a loner I'm just a stoner I'm rolling over playing dead for now I'm super lazy But I'm not crazy now Yeah it's true You make me feel that way that you do Mary Jane you haven't changed Since the day that I met you Am I wrong? We get along like it was meant to be It's just the world against you and me It's just the world against you and me
7.
Soul Seeker 02:25
Tell me are you an enemy or just a friend Let's make it clear I fear the really nice ones in the end They find a way to stay near by waitin' for you to crack They'll never fail to bring the hail and stab you in the back Nobody told me that the world was so unfair I had to find out on my own Maybe it's that I never try to really care What good is life without a soul I bet you never told a lie to get your way I'm sure your nightmares aren't so bad that they keep you awake You smile wide and try to hide the demons from within Make no mistake for goodness sake they'll break right through your skin Nobody told me that the world was so unfair I had to find out on my own Maybe it's that I never try to really care What good is life without a soul
8.
Let Life In 03:07
Carry on, carry on Pretend that I'm not even here I'ts been so long, been so long Since I've gone anywhere Don't be afraid, don't be scared Cuz I will always be beside you Don't run away, run away Because there's nothing chasing you I know it feels like your running underwater I know it feels like it can't get any harder Carry on, carry on I'll make believe that you are here It's been so long, been so long Since you've been anywhere Now I'm afraid, now I'm scared That you have left my side I'll run away, run away I'm gonna find a place to hide I know it feels like your running underwater I know it feels like it can't get any harder You say your fine you can live without everyone Let's see how you do when you live without anyone What's wrong? I thought this is what you wanted now It's not as easy as you may think Sometimes you've got to be patient And wait for the good to come your way You're gonna survive to see another day There's nothing holding back anymore Sit back and relax and let life in And wait for the good to come your way You're gonna survive to see another day
9.
Choke Hold 03:12
My life has got me in a choke hold I'm rollin' over and I'm tappin' out for now I've gotta get a grip I've been told You're losin' sight of what matters to me now I never mattered why should I go I'm too slow for this Well something's got to give I swear This is not how we should live I swear That I'm givin' all I've got I swear We can take another shot If you promise to behave I gotta break out of this choke hold I'm losing air and my eyes are fading black I lost my mind or so I've been told Maybe you're right and there is no turning back Well something's got to give I swear This is not how we should live I swear That I'm givin' all I've got I swear We can take another shot If you promise to behave
10.
Animal 03:03
Somebody save me from myself I'm overboard I have to end it soon and even out the score I've taken everything and kept it for myself No telling when I'm through I'll stop when I stop feeling like an Animal Just waiting to die An animal Just waiting for a bullet to fly And end my strife for good I've seen the good I've seen the bad I've seen it all There's not a thing I'm not afraid of anymore This world's an ugly place and hatred seems to thrive One day I'll make it out I won't look back while feeling like an Animal Just waiting to die An animal Just waiting for a bullet to fly And end my strife for good
11.
Low 03:06
Somebody save me I'm drifting away The engine's running but I'm not behind the wheel The same old story I'm wasting away And by the morning I'll have nothing left to feel Watch me go now I can't wait up for you now I'm climbing through sounds Hope I don't fall down I'm feelin' Low I hate everything Low, That's why I sing My life is boring, my mind fades away Now what you see is just a shell of better days The same old story I wasted away Dreaming up a life that never was and wishin' it would Watch me go now I can't wait up for you now I'm climbing through sounds Hope I don't fall down I'm feelin' Low I hate everything Low, That's why I sing
12.
Afterglow 02:54
So long I'll see you in the afterglow My body screams with electric pulses I feel the burn and see the white light show It crackles and blinds with a blanket of noises Forget about me and I'll forget you You thought you knew me but I'm full of surprises My body aches and my blood runs blue I can't wait to see where exactly my mind is I think I may have a way to make myself clear All the scars and the broken bridges I'm dressed head to toe in a dozen stitches I'm on the edge of the ledge everyone stand clear I never thought that it'd come to this I can find a thing that I'm gonna miss right now
13.
My eyes are swollen shut and there's hands around my throat No matter what I try my brain is letting go Forgive me God I've made mistakes along the way I know I've got it coming but I can't die today Just let me go And I'll break these chains That rule my days I'll misbehave For what it's worth I tried today To find peace of mind To find love that's mine It may take some time For what it's worth I tried today No matter what I do I'm headed for a grave I'll try but I can't fight it no matter if I'm brave There seems to be some kind of curse that's come my way I know I've got it coming but I can't die today Just let me go

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released July 14, 2016

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