Essential​(​Ly) Punk Rock

by Bellew The Bear

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released July 14, 2016

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Track Name: Slip Away
I think I've seen a ghost
Someone that no one knows
Maybe I'm lost in time
Maybe it's cause I'm high
I can't be sure right now
That this is not a dream
It's cold and dark in here
But it feels warm to me

Please let me outta here
I'm goin' crazy
It's now becoming clear
No longer hazy
There's nothing left to fear
I can't be lazy
It's time to shed a tear
It's time to save me
I've gotta get a grip
I've gotta let it slip away
It's time to let it slip away

No one can save me now
I've gone over the edge
My thoughts are breaking me
My feelings are diseased
I know you wish you could
I know you're missing me
It's best to let it go
It's best to let me leave

Please let me outta here
I'm goin' crazy
It's now becoming clear
No longer hazy
There's nothing left to fear
I can't be lazy
It's time to shed a tear
It's time to save me
I've gotta get a grip
I've gotta let it slip away
It's time to let it slip away
Track Name: Coming Home
This Saturday
I'm coming home
It's been a while
I hope it hasn't changed in any way
Remember me?
From long ago
It's been a while
Is everything the same or has it changed?

These aren't the places
That I remember
Where are the faces
That are familiar
It's time to face it
Maybe it's over
My little haven
It's taken over now

This Saturday
I'm coming home
It's been a while
I hope it hasn't changed in any way
Remember me?
From long ago
It's been a while
Is everything the same or has it changed?

These aren't the places
That I remember
Where are the faces
That are familiar
It's time to face it
Maybe it's over
My little haven
It's taken over now
Track Name: Grow up, Kid
I need to learn how to be more patient
Not everything is gonna be there when I'm down
I might be happier if I just waited
Instead of weighing every option pound for pound

I'm sorry
I'm trying
Believe it or not I'm not lying
I'll get there
I'm gonna get there
I'm gonna change or I'm gonna die trying

I need to find my biggest fear and face it
I'm gettin' nothin' from running away for now
But I'm the king of procrastination
I'll be lucky if I make it to the ground

I'm sorry
I'm trying
Believe it or not I'm not lying
I'll get there
I'm gonna get there
I'm gonna change or I'm gonna die trying

I wanna quit
I don't wanna find out
That I've been lost
And I'll never be found
You say it's worth
All the effort I give
But all I see
Is just a grown up kid
Track Name: Perspective In Retrospect
Crash and burn
Shake it off and dust yourself clean
To live and learn
Is easier said than done until seen

I've made mistakes
That I never could've seen
I've got regrets
And a lot of scars that run deep
Fear is what rules me
So long live the king
And all that I get is...

Perspective in retrospect
See the unseen
It's no good after the fact
I can't change a damn thing
Maybe I'll learn from it
We'll have to wait and see
Perspective in retrospect
It's worthless to me

I fucked up again
I thought that I had learned from before
Maybe I did and
There's nothing I can do to be sure

I've made mistakes
That I never could've seen
I've got regrets
And a lot of scars that run deep
Fear is what rules me
So long live the king
And all that I get is...

Perspective in retrospect
See the unseen
It's no good after the fact
I can't change a damn thing
Maybe I'll learn from it
We'll have to wait and see
Perspective in retrospect
It's worthless to me
Track Name: End The Misery
I've said it once before but I can't say it all again
I worry that the day is near when I'll finally lose my head
Don't say I told you so I know you're right, you always are
I'll try my best to make it less, just don't go very far

I need some help
I'm out of control
I'm broken down
I've poisoned my soul
Forgive me God
I made a big mistake
Somewhere along the line I lost my way

You've worn your welcome here it's done
I feel the darkness over me
Just say a prayer and be gone
Just end the misery
I tried to tell you all before
I heard the devil calling me
There's nothing for you anymore
Just end the misery
Track Name: Me and Mary Jane
I'm just a loser
A steady user
A frequent snoozer
Got my head in the clouds
Can't keep from snoozing
But I'm always grooving now

Yeah it's true
You make me feel that way that you do
Mary Jane you haven't changed
Since the day that I met you
Am I wrong? We get along like it was meant to be
It's just the world against you and me

I'm not a loner
I'm just a stoner
I'm rolling over playing dead for now
I'm super lazy
But I'm not crazy now

Yeah it's true
You make me feel that way that you do
Mary Jane you haven't changed
Since the day that I met you
Am I wrong? We get along like it was meant to be
It's just the world against you and me

It's just the world against you and me
Track Name: Soul Seeker
Tell me are you an enemy or just a friend
Let's make it clear I fear the really nice ones in the end
They find a way to stay near by waitin' for you to crack
They'll never fail to bring the hail and stab you in the back

Nobody told me that the world was so unfair
I had to find out on my own
Maybe it's that I never try to really care
What good is life without a soul

I bet you never told a lie to get your way
I'm sure your nightmares aren't so bad that they keep you awake
You smile wide and try to hide the demons from within
Make no mistake for goodness sake they'll break right through your skin

Nobody told me that the world was so unfair
I had to find out on my own
Maybe it's that I never try to really care
What good is life without a soul
Track Name: Let Life In
Carry on, carry on
Pretend that I'm not even here
I'ts been so long, been so long
Since I've gone anywhere
Don't be afraid, don't be scared
Cuz I will always be beside you
Don't run away, run away
Because there's nothing chasing you

I know it feels like your running underwater
I know it feels like it can't get any harder

Carry on, carry on
I'll make believe that you are here
It's been so long, been so long
Since you've been anywhere
Now I'm afraid, now I'm scared
That you have left my side
I'll run away, run away
I'm gonna find a place to hide

I know it feels like your running underwater
I know it feels like it can't get any harder

You say your fine you can live without everyone
Let's see how you do when you live without anyone
What's wrong? I thought this is what you wanted now

It's not as easy as you may think
Sometimes you've got to be patient
And wait for the good to come your way
You're gonna survive to see another day
There's nothing holding back anymore
Sit back and relax and let life in
And wait for the good to come your way
You're gonna survive to see another day
Track Name: Choke Hold
My life has got me in a choke hold
I'm rollin' over and I'm tappin' out for now
I've gotta get a grip I've been told
You're losin' sight of what matters to me now

I never mattered why should I go
I'm too slow for this

Well something's got to give
I swear
This is not how we should live
I swear
That I'm givin' all I've got
I swear
We can take another shot
If you promise to behave

I gotta break out of this choke hold
I'm losing air and my eyes are fading black
I lost my mind or so I've been told
Maybe you're right and there is no turning back

Well something's got to give
I swear
This is not how we should live
I swear
That I'm givin' all I've got
I swear
We can take another shot
If you promise to behave
Track Name: Animal
Somebody save me from myself I'm overboard
I have to end it soon and even out the score
I've taken everything and kept it for myself
No telling when I'm through
I'll stop when I stop feeling like an

Animal
Just waiting to die
An animal
Just waiting for a bullet to fly
And end my strife for good

I've seen the good I've seen the bad I've seen it all
There's not a thing I'm not afraid of anymore
This world's an ugly place and hatred seems to thrive
One day I'll make it out
I won't look back while feeling like an

Animal
Just waiting to die
An animal
Just waiting for a bullet to fly
And end my strife for good
Track Name: Low
Somebody save me I'm drifting away
The engine's running but I'm not behind the wheel
The same old story I'm wasting away
And by the morning I'll have nothing left to feel

Watch me go now
I can't wait up for you now
I'm climbing through sounds
Hope I don't fall down

I'm feelin' Low
I hate everything
Low, That's why I sing

My life is boring, my mind fades away
Now what you see is just a shell of better days
The same old story I wasted away
Dreaming up a life that never was and wishin' it would

Watch me go now
I can't wait up for you now
I'm climbing through sounds
Hope I don't fall down

I'm feelin' Low
I hate everything
Low, That's why I sing
Track Name: Afterglow
So long I'll see you in the afterglow
My body screams with electric pulses
I feel the burn and see the white light show
It crackles and blinds with a blanket of noises

Forget about me and I'll forget you
You thought you knew me but I'm full of surprises
My body aches and my blood runs blue
I can't wait to see where exactly my mind is

I think I may have a way to make myself clear
All the scars and the broken bridges
I'm dressed head to toe in a dozen stitches
I'm on the edge of the ledge everyone stand clear
I never thought that it'd come to this
I can find a thing that I'm gonna miss right now
Track Name: For What It's Worth
My eyes are swollen shut and there's hands around my throat
No matter what I try my brain is letting go
Forgive me God I've made mistakes along the way
I know I've got it coming but I can't die today
Just let me go

And I'll break these chains
That rule my days
I'll misbehave
For what it's worth I tried today
To find peace of mind
To find love that's mine
It may take some time
For what it's worth I tried today

No matter what I do I'm headed for a grave
I'll try but I can't fight it no matter if I'm brave
There seems to be some kind of curse that's come my way
I know I've got it coming but I can't die today
Just let me go